Why did you do it?

And I don’t know what to say

I’m thinking about you

It’s hurting without you

I never learn from my mistakes

I feel fucked up today

My demons cursing me as I’m awake

My head is spinning I can’t explain

Your words are poison inside my veins

You lied!

I don’t believe you I can’t relate

You lied!

I hate your voice cause it sounds so fake

(You lied…)

And I don’t know what to say

I’m thinking about you

It’s hurting without you

I never learn from my mistakes

I’m thinking about you

I’m choking without you

And I don’t know what to say

I should’ve walked away

And break the circle that never ends

No other way to survive the pain

It’s either I kill or I will be killed

You lied!

But I’m still giving myself away

You lied!

I don’t regret every single day

(You lied…)

And I don’t know what to say

I’m thinking about you

It’s hurting without you

I never learn from my mistakes

I’m thinking about you

I’m choking without you

And I don’t know what to say

I think of you and I can’t forget

Every word you said hurts inside my head

Cannot let you go, things will never change

I feel fucked up today

It’s either I kill or I will be killed

(You lied)

And I don’t know what to say

I’m thinking about you

It’s hurting without you

I never learn from my mistakes

I’m thinking about you

I’m choking without you

And I know right now

Just the way that I will be killed

You lied!

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I think I’m going to break one of my bones… I really fucking need it…

The boy I love’s got another girl

He might be fucking her right now

I don’t have an apartment

Thought if I was smart I’d make it far

But I’m still at the start

Guess I’m contagious it’d be safest if you ran

Fuck that’s what they all just end up doing in the end

Take my car and paint it black

Take my arm, break it in half

Say something, do it soon

It’s too quiet in this room

I need noise

I need the buzz of a sub

Need the crack of a whip

Need some blood in the cut

I need noise

I need the buzz of a sub

Need the crack of a whip

Need some blood in the cut

I need blood in the cut

I need blood in the cut

Met back up with the boy I love

Cried on the streets of San Francisco

I don’t have an agenda

All I do is pretend to be ok so my friends

Can’t see my heart in the blender

Lately, I’ve been killing all my time

Reading through your messages my favorite way to die

Take my head and kick it in

Break some bread for all my sins

Say a word, do it soon

It’s too quiet in this room

I need noise

I need the buzz of a sub

Need the crack of a whip

Need some blood in the cut

I need noise

I need the buzz of a sub

Need the crack of a whip

Need some blood in the cut

I need blood in the cut

I need blood in the cut

Suicide is never going to save you… really?

Hey me

Remember when you were skinny

Remember when you didn’t worry

Remember when you didn’t care

That’s when you were living

You were living, you were alive

And I don’t know what’s happened to me

No, I don’t know what’s happened to me

I guess the devil’s back

I guess the devil’s back

I guess the devil’s back

I guess the devil’s back

Hate me

I hate what I’ve become and now I cannot breathe

Anxiety is killing me slowly

What happened to youthful carefree

When did I get so old

And I don’t know what’s happened to me

No, I don’t know what’s happened to me

I guess the devil’s back

I guess the devil’s back

Against the devil’s back

Against the devil’s back

Even though you’re the only one I see…

I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind

Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy

Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time

Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me

Even though you’re the only I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me

Even though you’re the only I see…